Filled with Joy and Happinesss
A preface to this posting. Since nadhiya wanted this posted as soon as possible she has asked me to do this for her. I have gladly accepted because she has made me the happiest and luckiest man on the face of the earth. Knowing that each of us deserves a second chance.
Prayers are answered and angels live among us.. Never in my life have i felt so loved and cared for as i do this morning. Forgiven - even though i am undeserving - and given a clean slate. Burying and forgetting the hurtfull things we did to each other and hoping everyone will indulge us. Realizing i could not live without him, so gratefull he felt the same way. The path we travel in life twists and turns. A temporary separation from Mark led me to nothing but trouble. Realizing now that i was not meant to be free, that i need the loving guidance of an older more experienced man to be my Master. i want to let everyone that Mark has graciously accepted me to be His again. I proudly wear his M. This time not just as a token of belonging, but also to represent the collar i now wear signifying i belong to Him and Him alone. Thanking Him for everything, especially for allowing me the chance and the freedom to know my own heart. Love is a tumultuous and confusing thing, but well worth the trouble it causes. Knowing now that Mark is the only one who knows how to handle me, the only one who knows exactly what i need, the man who will always make every time feel like the first time. Asking our friends to forgive me for my rash and foolish behavior and asking MPC to forgive me for pulling him into the crossfire. MPC you were right all along...... i am n love with this man, cannot be without him.
nadhiyaM
I would like to thank Sir A and kitten for giving us all a room to meet in and post our messages. A special thanks too, to all our friends, both mine and nadhiyaM's for seeing us thru to this second chance for happiness. I promise you nadhiyaM to do everything in my power to make you happy forever and a day.
Mark
Prayers are answered and angels live among us.. Never in my life have i felt so loved and cared for as i do this morning. Forgiven - even though i am undeserving - and given a clean slate. Burying and forgetting the hurtfull things we did to each other and hoping everyone will indulge us. Realizing i could not live without him, so gratefull he felt the same way. The path we travel in life twists and turns. A temporary separation from Mark led me to nothing but trouble. Realizing now that i was not meant to be free, that i need the loving guidance of an older more experienced man to be my Master. i want to let everyone that Mark has graciously accepted me to be His again. I proudly wear his M. This time not just as a token of belonging, but also to represent the collar i now wear signifying i belong to Him and Him alone. Thanking Him for everything, especially for allowing me the chance and the freedom to know my own heart. Love is a tumultuous and confusing thing, but well worth the trouble it causes. Knowing now that Mark is the only one who knows how to handle me, the only one who knows exactly what i need, the man who will always make every time feel like the first time. Asking our friends to forgive me for my rash and foolish behavior and asking MPC to forgive me for pulling him into the crossfire. MPC you were right all along...... i am n love with this man, cannot be without him.
nadhiyaM
I would like to thank Sir A and kitten for giving us all a room to meet in and post our messages. A special thanks too, to all our friends, both mine and nadhiyaM's for seeing us thru to this second chance for happiness. I promise you nadhiyaM to do everything in my power to make you happy forever and a day.
Mark
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